Jody, you are STRAIGHT UP LYING ON ME & I don't appreciate it one iota!!!!! I'm not going to get into it with you about grandmother again, because *I* told you the first time when you sent me that insulting email 2 days after she died, I DIDN'T APPRECIATE IT!!!! Then you came back & try to justify that mess!!!! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY, you didn't respect MY feelings & all you were more interested in was to keep talking about der68!!!! Adding insult to injury, you post my name & my business on this board!!!!! YOU have a lot of nerve to talk about 'forgiveness' & 'letting go' while you here, continuing this bullshit about der. My grandmother was important FACTOR in my life SO HELL YEAH, THAT WAS HURTFUL!!! What do expect me to do, smile in your face about it?? I told you off the bat how I felt but as usual, you couldn't CARE less!!!!!!
About Diane: YOU were the one who got bent out of shape when 'diane' posted on the board. YOU emailed me, upset about what 'diane' was posting on the board. AGAIN, YOU asked for my opinion about diane & brought up the issue about David's death. *I* gave my opinion/views on it & YOU continued to keep emailing. I was WILLING to call YOU to discuss the diane issue BUT you REFUSED!!! At that point, YOU brought up the friendship issue!!!! NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I left it alone but after a week, what should materialize:
About drexell: when she first came on the board, I welcomed her DESPITE the first post was asking about whether David had a cellphone!!! I WELCOMED drexell yet she NEVER responded to me & only want to communicate with you & Marge. So I LEFT her alone!!! YOU emailed me, asking me my opinion, which I told you that what was the purpose of drexell to askl these questions & I didn't feel comfortable with it!!! YOU continued to harangue me about the drexell to the point that it spilled to the board. I simply asked drexell what was the whole purpose & what was her intent with all this info she was asking. YOU preceded to JUMP me & YOU WERE THE ONE WHO BROUGHT THE FRIENDSHIP ISSUE UP PUBLICLY!!! I DID NOT!!!! It got to the point that I just stopped SAYING anything to drexell but you couldn't appreciate the fact that by me not saying anything to her was my attempt TO KEEP THE PEACE!!!! But no, Jody has to have things HER WAY!!!!!!!! The only time that I DID say things to drexell was when she jumped in the middle of the fray between you & der & when she brought up the issue again here about 'questions' about David's death. I NEVER 'degraded' YOU about this woman!!! How the HELL can I degraded you about a person I DON'T KNOW?? Jody, stop with the damn theatrics already!!! That is an outright LIE!!!
About der68: YOU felt because YOU were battling with her, I should jump into the middle of it! Why?? DER didn't do anything to ME!!!!!! YOU keep saying about 'agree to disagree' BUT when it comes to YOU, I'm not allowed to do that?? Just because YOU don't like her, I'm not supposed to?? So it's fine for YOU if I accept WHO you like?? This sounds like straight up trying to tell me who my friends should be!!!! I don't HAVE to like who YOU like nor vice versa!!!! BUT YOU can't RESPECT THAT!!!!! AGAIN YOU emailed me about this issue & again, I get kicked in the ass for giving MY opinion!! Unfreakingbelievable!!!
And what 'bigger fish to fry' are you talking about?? YOU weren't popping all this mess when I took my time & made videotapes & tapes & a CD of all of DR's material because I felt you DESERVE to have his stuff!!! If ANYONE should feel USED, it should be ME!!!!!!!! I TOLD you from the very beginning when we started emailing each other is that I DON'T CARE ABOUT ALL THIS PERSONAL STUFF ABOUT DR!!!! ALL I WAS CONCERNED WITH WAS THE MUSIC!!!!!! Understanding him as a person is one thing, but everything has it's boundaries AND I NEVER CROSSED IT!!!!! So don't appreciate the implications that you are making about me or my character!!!!! You want to sit there & talk about integrity & everything else, while you are forwarding people's emails & posting them on the board.
But hell, I'm the monster & jody is the victim AGAIN in this case!!! I'm glad I'm not bothered with you anymore because when things don't go your way, you become extremely vindictive, mean spirited and want to play this victim role.
